Randy May … sunrise … 9/22/2022
It has been a most extraordinary night. I slept from 9 PM to 5 AM, getting up with Deb on 2 occasions and helping her to the bathroom (thus, avoiding accidents in closets, or on the bedroom floor), and, as far as I know, she did not pull the covers and wander around the room. We are now sitting in our recliners watching the sunrise behind the Free Will Aviary Café and Tracey’s pond (though she can no longer see or feel its beauty). We sort of talk about delusional stuff, that my cerebral limitations don’t allow me to see or understand, and she cannot process my input anyway. Treasured, peaceful, moments that will dissipate as the day wears on into confusion, frustration and aggravation by both of us. Those of you worried about the dogs, they have been fed (dry food, hamburger, turkey and raw eggs), let out and in, and now lay on furniture next to Deb. Oops, she has gone to the bedroom and returned naked, clinging to the comforter (off the bed I had made). We return to the bedroom where I tuck her back in bed and she sleeps peacefully. Reality slaps me in the face and the day has started. God help us please.
